I'm still getting a NO answer from dad about going & seeing mom. I still have people telling me to trust my dad's judgement & thinking. Is he thinking? I know mom is not feeling well, but what does she think of the fact that her only daughter has not come up to see her? Has she even asked for me? Asked if I'm coming to see her? I want to see my mom, but at the same time, think I should listen to my dad & not go. I'm confused!
Mom's cardiologist's nurse/assistant came in today & dad told her all that has been going on. She's thinking that some of this may be from the meds & her kidney's not working together. Especially since her kidney's are doing very well. Dad still has not talked to Stuart(Dr. Mauch), which is mom's primary doctor. This all happened this morning. It's now almost 3 in the afternoon & I haven't heard anymore from dad.
It is comforting to know that there are family members, who are trying to help my out, by telling me to "listen to your dad". But at times I feel that they are taking his side & taking my side at the same time....?
I'm trying to get on with my life. Taking care of my family. But mom is also part of my family. And yet I'm told, basically that I'm not needed or wanted. Which I know is all in my head...right? I just feel like I'm being left out. Yes, dad & I stay in-touch, but it's not the same. I'm starting to feel hurt because I'm told not to come....like I'm not wanted.
Today has been an emotional day! I feel more like I'm pmsing than anything else! I'll talk things over with Jason & see what he thinks.
Later. Love Ya'll
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